I hate passion

only sometimes.
right now is one of those (some)times.

and i've ranted and raved on this unknown, unimportant online journal too many times about my dream, my goals, my heart, my passion, my life...blah blah blah...(insert complaint here)

and yet nothing has happened.
i fail to follow through.
because as i have been reminded by every single person that cares about me:

i get too wrapped up in what im doing at present.

i forget about the future.

i live for the now.

i dont plan and execute.

i know,

i know.

i know--

that i need to get up and do something. that i need to make a plan and follow through. that i need to finish something for once.

but i have no idea how.

and i keep sitting here.