I think I'm losing it.
What is it?

my mind
my heart
my life

i think i've been losing it for quite some time and have never had the time to stop and feel it. i am forced to feel it right now...and its absolutely awful. i do not like feeling. i hate it.

today, i had an awful thought.
and i cried.
for quite some time.
because i didnt feel understood.
like an annoying teenager.

but its the truth.
i feel too far gone. and i dont think anyone will want to accept that.
nor will they hear it.

the end. feels. important.